field of love

I wish i had a picture the could capture exactly how much fun last saturday was....
A couple of guy friends came into town and it all first started with them rolling around with my friend's bear of a dog. The sight, i must say, was pretty hilarious!
me and my friend convinced them to take us to the mall where we just ran around, looked at halloween costumes, and went into this huricane thing. I didn't want to go... It would mess up my hair.
But, one of the guys begged me too and then said he would buy me pancakes if i went. Who can turn down pancakes?! So you can guess what came next---ihop for dinner! The night goes on and on so i dont want to bore you guys with telling the rest of the story. we all had a blast though! They might be coming up again this weekend, so fingers crossed for another amazing night (:

No hypes or comments for about two weeks? ): darn... Oh well i guess. here's a few pictures for ya (:

By the way... any suggestions on a halloween costume? I was thinking a goddess or something so i could do my make up all dramatic and such. Or maybe an indian... haha anyways message or comment or hype if you like, whatever you want!

Jess (:

That picture says "premium feature" because i edited it on this one site, but the premium feature thing wouldn't come off so i'm like "what the heck" and left it.. because i really like that picture. Anyways, hah just try to ignore it please? i'll try to get it off later.

The snack that smiles back, GOLDFISH.

oh commercials, you gotta love them. (:

So piczo wont let me do my favorite thing which is--center my words. i just like how that looks (: and it wont let me do it! gah! Oh well...
Huge history test tomorrow, along with biolgy, geometry, and spanish. Fun, right? i think not...

I dont even know what to say. Seriously, it seems like someones pushed every button on my life right now, pause, fastforward, rewind, and the VCR is trying to figure out which operation to do. Yeah that's right goin back to the oldies with VCRs! I dont even know what to say or do. Maybe i should just focus on my schoolwork and block everything else out at the moment. It just seems to be bugging me...

Anyways. No photos today. way too tired to even upload one :/

"i never told you
what i should've said
no i never told you
i just held it in"

I never told you by colby caillet
i love love love (:

RIP chichi ): best little rascal ever. would stop and listen to any music i was playing :D

why can't today be over?
why do people except me to do so much
why isn't love enough anymore?
But then again is it even love?

this was when my nails were really short... haha anywayss i was going to edit this but i really love the clouds in this picture just the way they are. So, i left it. hope you like (:

I always knew it would come to this. We wouldn't be together forever. But i hoped. I guess hoping gives you strength for now, but nothing later. I see you now more then ever before. In the hallways, in town, it's not fair. Why didn't i see this coming? Why didn't i protect my heart against this torture? Against you..
I opened up to you, and got crushed.
No more calls, no more stealing kisses by the cafeteria. It's over. Just like that.
We used to talk all the time. Nonstop. Until we started running out of things to say, that's when things began to fade. I just can't believe i was so blind.
Just when i thought i was starting to be okay with this. With living my life with out you, you looked over at me and smiled. That smile you know pins me down everytime. And i'm right back where I started. You say you were wrong, that you want me back. That this time's for real. Then what was last time, i say. you roll your eyes and flash another smile. C'mon baby, i miss you.
And that's when I stop. That's when i finally realize who you are. You don't miss me. You miss what we used to be. I'm really okay. Cause, i'm a big girl. And, baby, we're through.

i was bored... so i thought i'd write that, take a picture of this, maybe draw over here, you knoww (:
Anyways hasta luego baby